Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Saturday, October 15, 2005

We keep pretending it's nothing wrong.

See how much the clique misses you, see how much they've done for you. I know this is none of my shit to bother, but I saw the pain in them. :\ you're not that sort of people, you're not. Remember how you would always tell me to pick myself up again? I do, I always have, always will. You can do it, love. You did once, you did twice, you did thrice, you can do it again. You're a way stronger person than many others, I'm sure you can do it. Have the determination & I'm sure you'll walk through this painful road & walk into that happier place. & see, see the people around you. They all wanna be there, they all wanna listen you, they all wanna share the pain with you. They'll walk through this painful path with you, no matter what. Put yourself in their shoes & think. If it's you, you wouldn't want that to happen to, right? Perhaps their presense affects you, brings you all the way back to the past. But hey, snap back to reality, it's gone & done. Lovely, time would heal the wound. :) Fear not, the clique is there for you. Ignoring them is not gonna solve the problem. Hiding is not gonna solve the problem. Keeping everything to yourself is not gonna solve the problem either. Open up, you just gotta open up to them. Step up to it, face it, deal with it. The strongest people on earth are able to get over & done with all these & move on easily. Get over it, kan kai yi dian. "There's gotta be more to life than temporary highs, let go if you have to." You're a way stronger person, you're. Don't let these bring you down, down, down & down. It's YOU who makes the decision, it's YOU who have to face it, step up to it, deal with it. Don't drag this any longer & bring even more pain to the loves in your life. Think about it, wake up with a new day tmr. A whole new YOU, a new life, a new beginning :)

& smile more. :) I miss seeing you & your lovely smile. It brighten ups my day, yknow? <3

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HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY MICHELLE/ AH LIM/ BFRIEND/ LIL'ONE/ MEEPOK/ OHMYGODSXZ3/ NIANGTOUFU! :D Enjoy your day alrights! ii lurbb chewww~ I love you lah. :D XOXO!

I'm meeting them later, I guess. My effing irriating sister is bugging me. I'll probably reply the comments when I'm free.

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; stick with you